Once in your lifetime, if you are very lucky,you will meet the person who divides it into the time before you met him and the time after.I am glad I was lucky and the person was you.

We have given just one life and I would not hide something in my heart and go from this world without letting you know what I feel about you.You may be shy or afraid to speak whats on your mind,But I am not.

I made my profile on a very unusual site.I was totally confused.I always used to ask question to my self that why i m here?what i will get from this site ?will i get love and care that i used to get from my past relationship ?.... i was about to delete my profile .
Then my friend told me "kamal kichard main he khilta hai ,agar kuchh accha chaheye to hanth gande karne he padenge" 
It gave me strength and i changed my mind hoping for the best to happen.
While surfing through that site i saw one profile with a very cute pic in the display .I dropped one message and got a reply very next day.That person was you.My net was slow so i had asked for the contact no .....but you took me wrong and u reluctant to give .I tried winning you but fruitless.I was totally determined not to message you and ping you again.
But it was in our fate to meet.You had changed your mind and gave me you no and we planned to meet on that very day ....

It was on 13th of November that the miracle had happened and i met you.I still remember your words when i asked you to come at jaynagar,Bangalore at 6 o clock and you told me that"sham ko nahin .....sham ko to bas tanha he reh ne do ".

But finally we met and that auspicious moment came at 7 o clock.Was waiting eagerly to see you, my eyes were finding you and you came out from the crowed suddenly and white light at " cool joint" cafe was touching all over you making you no less than moon . 

The only reaction in mind was "WOW" an angel or a human being ?so pure and true .

I touched you for the first time while crossing the road and put my hands behind you that was the moment i felt for you.

Then we went to MCD and what a kiddo i was ....coffee gira de app ke upar pheli he mulaqat main,but still u were calm and u look so quite and elegant.Main bas bole ja ra ha tha ,aur ap sune ja rahe the ...mujhe nai pata main kya bol rah tha, apko naih pata app kya samjh rahe the ,par hum dono ek dusre ke kareb hue jaa rahe the

Now the time came to see you off and i asked you for a kiss but u denied...but that was the moment i felt for you again.

while i was on the way to my home i was determined not to meet you again cause i feared i could fall for you....but couldn`t control my self when i didnt get any message from you on that night... i messaged you at 9:30 that "i was expecting your message" and the reply came.I was shocked to see that you were undergoing the same feeling....and we decide to meet next day at "Bangalore central"

I got my first FIVE STAR CHOCOLATE ***** OMG i was blushing like hell....it was love at first sight .Just after 24hrs from our first meeting we were committed.

"kise pata tha hum agey itni door tak jayenge..."

We sat in the park and you told me your real name and some personal information ...i was shattered that you lied .Even the pic in your profile was not yours (though i recognized it at first sight only) and all other information was wrong in your profile,but i can see that love in your eyes...u were crying and you eyes were red...you got lumps and could n`t speak any thing ...i hugged you tightly and that was the moment i felt for you .

Its 16 of November and it was your birthday .You took off from your office to spend a whole day with me.i was totally moved.We knew each other for last 3 days but still u decide to spent your entire birth day with me.I felt so special.

You came to my home for the first time .Gave me the first love letter of my life and i think your first love letter to any one .I read it and i was on a cloud 9 .We cried and that was the moment i felt for you again.

YOU KISSED ME FOR THE FIRST TIME ON YOUR BIRTHDAY AND WE HAD SEX...IT WAS VERY SUPERFICIAL .WE HAVE N`T DONE ANY THING EXCEPT SLEEPING TOGETHER HUGGING EACH OTHER TIGHTLY BUT I FELT SO GOOD

I gave you your birthday gift ....though i dint have much money but still i tried to make you feel special..

i gave you a cd of the movie "PS I LOVE YOU" and surprisingly your first name starts with "p" and last name starts with "s" what else i could have given you.

NOW YOU GUYS CAN UNDERSTAND THAT WHY MY BLOG NAME IS "MY PS I LOVE YOU"

coz itz my ps and my story .

Din bette gaye aur app humare aur kareeb agaye .... ab apko bhula humare bas main na tha..itne kareeb hum kabhi kise ke naih hue.

You make me feel so special from my eyes to my lips , from my skin to my heart.....everything now belongs to you and that was the moment i felt for you.
The day came,31st of December and i had planned for this day .we been to bannerghatta temple ...a small temple on the top of not so high hillock.

From there we can see whole lot of bangalore.It was chilling night everyone was in party and pubs but we been to that temple holding each others hand ........and decide to do celebrate in unsual way.

12 bajne main 30 sec baki the ...i asked you to closed your eyes ....i bent on my knees played the song in my mobile .

"you my dream ,my love, my life, i just wanna spend my life with you"

and asked shona kya tum mere soul mate banoge......kya tum zindagi bhar mera saanth nibhao ge.

You opened your eyes and tears trickle down your cheeks and you said babu koi kisi se itna paya kaise kar sakta hai we hugged each other and that was the moment i felt for you

Fire works started in the sky, it was 12 mid night and i put a ring in you finger...now we are engaged and that was the moment i felt for you again.

aisa lag raha tha mano sari duniya humare liye kush ho ...........

hum do se ek ho gaye ....aisa rishta jo bilkul paq hai,bas mehsoos kiya ja sakta hai...................

"This was the starting of our new married life and this was the moment i felt for you again" 

 

This is my story of finding my love......i am happy to get a nick name "BUBU"

 

In the beginning of this letter though i have mentioned that the pic in your profile was not yours but at the END i must tell that your the most beautiful and smartest person i ever met .You are the real diamond that i had found in the coal mine...after excavating for so deep and long .Only one thing i can say now that 


"YOU ARE MY HERO" 

I have got so much of love and care from you that i can live my entire life without you...i can live my entire life with your memories ,with your love and affection that you bestowed on me.Now Your are a new family member born on 13 th November, the day we met first



GOD apse bas ab ek he dua hai ke sare pyar karne walon ko aisa he love the dena ....aur kabhi kisi ka dil mat todna ....

"THANKS GOD FOR GIVING ME MORE THAN WHAT I DESERVE"

 PS I LOVE YOU

SUMMER 2012